memory RTW (Rock The World)

aku tak sure brapa hari bulan tahun niy, tp aku still ingat Rock The World 7, back in 2006..clearly

3 days before..

me:mama,nanti mas nak pegi rocktheworld kat stadium bukit jalil can?

mama:rtw tu apa?selamat ke nak pg?brapa masuk?

me:masuk rm25 je, selamat la mama, xramai pun yang pegi..hehe

mama:oke la,tp jaga diri elok2, nanti mama kasi duit

me:ok (dalam hati, gile cool mama aku niy)

me:kalau mas nak pierce bawah bibir mas niy bole x?

mama:mama malas nak cakap ape la mas, awak kan dah besar panjang, mas pikir lah sendiri,xkan bnda2 mcm tu pun nak mama bagi tau

me:oke ma, sorry.

26 December,saturday

setelah puas menghiburkan diri..
aku pun pulang ke esokkan harinya,sebab mlm tu tido umah kawan aku


mama:mas, ape yang mas buat dgn bibir tu, apa bnda yang kat bawah bibir tu?kan mama dah ckp jangan la nak buat bnda2 merepek ni, awak tu skolah lagi.xkan tu pun nak mama ckp?

me:mama kan dah suruh mas pikir, mas dah habis pikir la..(rasa bersalah menular dalam diri)

mama:im very upset with u lah..

me:terus naik bilik tak keluar2..

What happened?
that time, i was 16,stupid and confused...nak dijadikan cerita, tertarik tengok orang pierce bibir n nak sangat try.With a help from my kawan @ abang hensem Afitz Ismail, die pun tolong la pierce kan bibir aku niy.and lepas balik rumah, kena marah dgn mama n family siap kena sindir dengan arwah ayah

Moral of the stories..
kite semua ada lalu satu fasa 'buat bnda x pikir panjang'..untuk mengelak kan bnda2 mcm niy jadi...kesimpulannya pikir pnjang.cube pikir apa yang mungkin akan jadi lepas apa yang kite pilih untuk buat tu..in my case, mcm mana kalau jarum cucuk tu x bersih?mcm mana kalau tinggal parut?..hah..satu lagi, kalau kite jadi mak, jangan guna dialog mama saya ''
pikirlah sdri,awak dah besar pnjang, x kan lah bnda mcm tu pun mama nak bgtau' sebab nanti anak2 yang pandai mcm aku niy buat bnda bodoh..hehe

bila pikir2 balik, mcm x faham kenapa aku tindik bibir niy, xde rasa aku cool pun.rasa mcm orang x reti ckp ade la..

P/s:sorry mama :)

to the one i loved most

dear b,
i love the way you makes me smile,
the way you looked at me and tells me that everything gonna be ok
,and the way you makes me laughed.
i love the facts that you will be by my side when im in deep shit.
I cherish the moments we hav together. i love your big nose, your Ne-Yo lips and your taylor lautner eyes.I can stares at them the whole day without complains.
i love the way you talks, the way you walks and even the way you hold my hand.
for what reason you are still here with me,i thanked you and i'll cherish you my love.
I could not live another day without you by my side.to be blessed with your love and compassion..
I thanked God for sending me you as my sweet guardian angel.
i love you now and forever lah sayang.